Danielle N. Calhoun

WHY GOD, WHY?

I don’t know what it seems so hard
For me to be a loving mom

I seem to get angry all too quick
When something breaks

Or I trip

I beg for god to help me and then
I wait for a sign but nothing

Just seems

As though my prayers are unheard
But I know in my heart that thought

Is absurd

For it’s not on my time he works
I know that I should not let my heart hurt

But there are times when I feel

That god takes too long
To help my heart heal